Wednesday, December 31, 2008
i Wish it never happened...
it's now been half a month since i lost you, Richy. I still miss U. Juz now, i heard some dogs barking outside there. I rushed out to see if miracles do happen dat u wud b able 2 escape from the thief and come back 2 me. I went out wit my torchlight but I juz saw other dogs and puppies. I wish it was U. Why did God give me one thing and took another away from my life??!!! You gave me great results but U took away my precious dog. It's juz like slicing one part of me. I never stop thinking of u day and night wondering if u wud miss me too. It sounds insane that Richy wud miss me but trust me dogs do have feelings too. Not only dogs, other pets as well. If given the chance, I wud choose not to get good results if I knew that U'll be taken away from me as an exchange on the same day. I really do miss U... i'll continue searching for U no matter how long it takes....
Thursday, December 18, 2008
My Lost Richy
It was supposed 2 be a happy day for me. I woke up in the morning of 17th December 2008, feeling anxious 2 know my SAM results. My hands were trembling as I typed my registration number & password. Once i saw my results, I punch the air for my success. Nevertheless, it was just a short-lived joy. Less than half an hour later, my mom opened the main door and 2 realise dat our beloved dog,Richy has been stolen. Its cage was cut.
Every inch of my body was so cold at dat moment. My brain stopped thinking at once. All my happiness turns to sorrow. It’s as if the sun will never rise again. My 2-year-old dog which is already part of my family is no longer around. I wished it was a dream but it wasn’t. In the midnite, I even dreamt of buying another dog as a companion 2 him. That dream is shattered now.
I walked & walked & walked into every corner of the neigbourhood, looking every possible places it could have been stolen to. Yet, after an hour of tireless walk I still cudnt find him. I prayed so hard that God will help me find him. All the memories with him juz ran thru me while I was looking for him. This dog is so important to me & my family. Imagine urself losing a sibling aged 2 years old. Won’t u feel anything??
Later in the afternoon, i went 2 the pet stores trying 2 look for him & stil i cudnt find him. I’ve printed out posters & stick it around. I had no appetite for my lunch & dinner. I cudnt imagine my dog being hungry. He eats early in the morning at 7 am, some biscuits in the afternoon b4 dinner at 7pm. He’ll only eat dog’s biscuits & not bones nor leftovers of human foods. I juz dunno how the thief will feed it. They just wont ustand my dog! It’s about time for him 2 eat the medicine & get some injection too. How would the thief knows that my dog needs medication & injection rite now?!
He will bark non-stop whenever he wants to go to the toilet once in the morning & once at night. Does the thief knows he needs 2 go to the toilet when he barks non-stop?? What if they beat him up for being noisy??!! And one more thing, only me & my sis know the way he likes to be bathed & the type of shampoos he used since his skin is rather sensitive. We’ll even send him for grooming every month but will the thief do such a thing?? SURELY NOT!! Coz surely the thief is damn fucking poor!!!
I’ve trained it how 2 stay, sit, turn, 2 be gentle 2wards baby, greet ppl and many more!! Only we know how 2 communicate well with him!! I regretted for not spending more time wit it and now I might not hv the chance anymore. My sis cried the whole day & i really pity her. My mom seems calm until dinner when i saw tears in her eyes. I asked her why & my mom said this dog is so used 2 live under comfortable life with us & out there who knows how will he be treated.??
All i can do now is to pray each & evry seconds that he will be safe & one day returns 2 me. I will never give up & will continue looking for my dear Richy. Please hang on and I hope God will let us meet again soon. So please pray with me dat I can find him as soon as possible....
Every inch of my body was so cold at dat moment. My brain stopped thinking at once. All my happiness turns to sorrow. It’s as if the sun will never rise again. My 2-year-old dog which is already part of my family is no longer around. I wished it was a dream but it wasn’t. In the midnite, I even dreamt of buying another dog as a companion 2 him. That dream is shattered now.
I walked & walked & walked into every corner of the neigbourhood, looking every possible places it could have been stolen to. Yet, after an hour of tireless walk I still cudnt find him. I prayed so hard that God will help me find him. All the memories with him juz ran thru me while I was looking for him. This dog is so important to me & my family. Imagine urself losing a sibling aged 2 years old. Won’t u feel anything??
Later in the afternoon, i went 2 the pet stores trying 2 look for him & stil i cudnt find him. I’ve printed out posters & stick it around. I had no appetite for my lunch & dinner. I cudnt imagine my dog being hungry. He eats early in the morning at 7 am, some biscuits in the afternoon b4 dinner at 7pm. He’ll only eat dog’s biscuits & not bones nor leftovers of human foods. I juz dunno how the thief will feed it. They just wont ustand my dog! It’s about time for him 2 eat the medicine & get some injection too. How would the thief knows that my dog needs medication & injection rite now?!
He will bark non-stop whenever he wants to go to the toilet once in the morning & once at night. Does the thief knows he needs 2 go to the toilet when he barks non-stop?? What if they beat him up for being noisy??!! And one more thing, only me & my sis know the way he likes to be bathed & the type of shampoos he used since his skin is rather sensitive. We’ll even send him for grooming every month but will the thief do such a thing?? SURELY NOT!! Coz surely the thief is damn fucking poor!!!
I’ve trained it how 2 stay, sit, turn, 2 be gentle 2wards baby, greet ppl and many more!! Only we know how 2 communicate well with him!! I regretted for not spending more time wit it and now I might not hv the chance anymore. My sis cried the whole day & i really pity her. My mom seems calm until dinner when i saw tears in her eyes. I asked her why & my mom said this dog is so used 2 live under comfortable life with us & out there who knows how will he be treated.??
All i can do now is to pray each & evry seconds that he will be safe & one day returns 2 me. I will never give up & will continue looking for my dear Richy. Please hang on and I hope God will let us meet again soon. So please pray with me dat I can find him as soon as possible....
Saturday, November 22, 2008
I met JAKUNs...haha
Now, I finally realised why I shud be proud as a MALAYSIAN. yesterday, i came back to my hometown BUTTERWORTH! 1stly, i finally observed the uncivilised behaviour of a bunch of foreigners possibly from our neighbouring countries while waiting for my bus. It seems as if they have never boarded a bus b4. know y? coz they never know how 2 queue up and rushing & pushing each other juz2 get on the bus.
Consequnetly, I missed the bus coz I cudn't bear standing near their stinking body!! Anyway, I wasn't in a rush so I decided 2 wait for the next bus. BUT, the funny thing here was dat they were asked 2 wait for another bus as well coz it's already fully occupied. Perhaps they dun u'stand human language & continued 2 get up the bus b4 they were finally being asked 2 get down.!! I cudn't help but to laugh at their behaviour...
So, I continued 2 wait. Knowing that the bus will definitely stop a lil bit to the front, hence I walked up 2 the front of the platform to wait for the bus. Strangely, I'm the only one standing in front while this bunch of nuts stood at the back of the platform. Finally the bus arrived. They thought it's gonna stop rite in front of them while I knew in my mind the bus will not stop at the place where they stood.
I was indeed rite! The bus moved and stopped rite in front of me..HAHA. U whole bunch of stu**d ppl made urself looked lyk idiots...I'm not saying i'm smart but I wud prefer 2 say dat they r stu**d... sorry, there is no other better word 2 describe their JAKUN behaviour...
The end.
Consequnetly, I missed the bus coz I cudn't bear standing near their stinking body!! Anyway, I wasn't in a rush so I decided 2 wait for the next bus. BUT, the funny thing here was dat they were asked 2 wait for another bus as well coz it's already fully occupied. Perhaps they dun u'stand human language & continued 2 get up the bus b4 they were finally being asked 2 get down.!! I cudn't help but to laugh at their behaviour...
So, I continued 2 wait. Knowing that the bus will definitely stop a lil bit to the front, hence I walked up 2 the front of the platform to wait for the bus. Strangely, I'm the only one standing in front while this bunch of nuts stood at the back of the platform. Finally the bus arrived. They thought it's gonna stop rite in front of them while I knew in my mind the bus will not stop at the place where they stood.
I was indeed rite! The bus moved and stopped rite in front of me..HAHA. U whole bunch of stu**d ppl made urself looked lyk idiots...I'm not saying i'm smart but I wud prefer 2 say dat they r stu**d... sorry, there is no other better word 2 describe their JAKUN behaviour...
The end.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Everlasting Memories
Well, everything that we started has now come to the end. We started off SAM in July 07 and now we have completed it. We've overcome so many obstacles as SAM students and I believe it's just not as easy as anyone would have thought. Really, everything just seem too fast. Having given a chance to meet all new friends was the best gift in my life. Here, I would like to apologise for the mistakes I've done and also to praise myself for the good deeds I've done...haha....u guys thought i'm gonna praise u guys izit..?? okla okla... thanx a lot lor.
The last occasion was none other than Prom. Everybody looks gorgeous and at their best. The guys were smart while the girls were really stunning. There were so many of them that I can hardly recognise. They look so different!
We were just busy taking pictures with each other. It may be the last time together but I hope not. After this, we may be pursuing our studies in different places but one thing that last forever is our friendship. It's hard to define friendship. It's easy to find a friend but it's much more easier to lose one. Thanx all of u for the everlasting memories.
The last occasion was none other than Prom. Everybody looks gorgeous and at their best. The guys were smart while the girls were really stunning. There were so many of them that I can hardly recognise. They look so different!
We were just busy taking pictures with each other. It may be the last time together but I hope not. After this, we may be pursuing our studies in different places but one thing that last forever is our friendship. It's hard to define friendship. It's easy to find a friend but it's much more easier to lose one. Thanx all of u for the everlasting memories.
Friday, November 14, 2008
A daunting prospect...
A few more days left b4 the final paper of my final exam... A few more days b4 prom.... A few more days b4 i part with my friends... A few more days b4 my college days come to an end....
On another unrelated matter, I felt rather useless and upset 2day. I just feel that i've not given my best in my spec math paper. 3 hours and i dun seem 2 put in my best effort. Was it becoz the paper was really hard?? Or was it me who make it hard... When i'm not at my best, i juz dun feel good. I felt like a failure...FAILURE..... when i reached home, i juz wanted to sleep. I managed to close my eyes but my mind wasn't resting, keep pondering the consequence of not doing well in spec math. Anyway, there's not much hope in spec math after all... even the subject that i feared the most (Econs) was way better attempted a few days ago.
Anyway, that's not the end of the world juz yet. I have one more paper to go and I dun wan let it affect my last paper. I juz got to pick myself up and try my level best for yet another hurdle. Juz one last one and I shall bid farewell to SAM.
On another unrelated matter, I felt rather useless and upset 2day. I just feel that i've not given my best in my spec math paper. 3 hours and i dun seem 2 put in my best effort. Was it becoz the paper was really hard?? Or was it me who make it hard... When i'm not at my best, i juz dun feel good. I felt like a failure...FAILURE..... when i reached home, i juz wanted to sleep. I managed to close my eyes but my mind wasn't resting, keep pondering the consequence of not doing well in spec math. Anyway, there's not much hope in spec math after all... even the subject that i feared the most (Econs) was way better attempted a few days ago.
Anyway, that's not the end of the world juz yet. I have one more paper to go and I dun wan let it affect my last paper. I juz got to pick myself up and try my level best for yet another hurdle. Juz one last one and I shall bid farewell to SAM.
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