exhausted...

gahhh...am mentally exhausteddddddddd. spent 15 hours in front of laptop juz 2 complete a 1000 words report on economic analysis. The tiring part was actually the research. Gotta get the rite data from the rite source which is NOT easy watsoever... anyway, thk gudn3ss i'm done already. gotta get a rest now.. 2moro is a new challenge again.. gotta study reallll hard for monday's exam !

Living life with regrets..

I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally 4get...

I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally not shed tears....

I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally learn to be stronger....

I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally learn how 2 cope with reality...

Every smile and every laugh from me is not 100%.... deep inside of me, i've never been happy...

Each day, I'll be thinking & wondering why it has to happen...why did it happen....and why i'm the victim....

I have great friends around me... i have a loving and awesome family... but i always doubt if it is truly enough....

Life was never the same again after you left... I regretted so much till these days... i wish i could return 2 the past...there's much left 2 b said...but i wasnt given a chance at all... i'm crying rite now...i know it's a shame dat a 21-yr-old man is still crying. but who will not if they lost their loved ones....

Grandpa... i just want u to know..dat i still love u...and am missing u every moment of my life... glad 2 have been a grandchild of someone as special as you... please forgive me for not even attending your funeral... if i'm given a chance 2 choose, i will still choose u as my grandpa in my next life...

If i'm...

If i'm intelligent, there's one person who is more intelligent than I am.. she's my MUM... she gave birth 2 me.. there's no doubt she's more intelligent than me... =)

2 weeks remaining~~

Am counting the number of days left to fly bac Sydney again....With 14 days to go, I definitely wish I could have more days left. Nevertheless, I think I've enjoyed this holiday thanx 2 the world cup! Really glad to have parents who may not be fanatic soccer fans and yet watching the matches 2gether with me in the midnight!

The excitement of this holiday also comes from the time I'm able to spend with every member of my family during weekends. We never seem 2 miss out on weekend shoppings and having lunch at fine-dining restaurants. Also, I've been taking pics of all the food I've eaten at a couple of places. Will be uploading them hopefully before I return to sydney.

Oh, and 1 thing worth to mention here. It's my weight! LOL..I've gained back my weight which i've lost so much in sydney. My scale shows that I'm weighing at 65.5kgs which I can say a great increase from 61-62 kgs on the day I came bac. Thanks 2 mum's delicious meals everyday!

Hrmm,..Since the day I came bac here, I can't recall any day that I didn't smile or laugh.=DDD That's the magic of family love!! <3

Results Are Out!!!!

Year 2 Semester 1 results are finally out!! Generally, I tink the results are not bad. Though they may not be as gud as year 1, i think they're still gud enuf for a 2nd year student. So, am satisfied with myself and will strive for even better results next sem! Knowing that every semester gets tougher, I suppose I can't be expecting HD all the time and also to get Dean List award every year. This uni's requirement for HD is so high compared to other universities. At least when I finish this degree, I can look back and say that I've achieved that award before.

The thoughts of having to deal with more difficult subjects as I progress down the lane do send a chill down my spine. I'm doing double major and there is no space for any free elective subjects now. As I'm arranging my timetable for next semester and for my 3rd year, I could see the word ACCOUNTING or FINANCE all over the slots. @.@ Anyway, this doesnt mean I'm demotivated already. I know life doesnt get any easier every now and then but that's the sort of challenge I am looking forward to!