exhausted...

gahhh...am mentally exhausteddddddddd. spent 15 hours in front of laptop juz 2 complete a 1000 words report on economic analysis. The tiring part was actually the research. Gotta get the rite data from the rite source which is NOT easy watsoever... anyway, thk gudn3ss i'm done already. gotta get a rest now.. 2moro is a new challenge again.. gotta study reallll hard for monday's exam !

Living life with regrets..

I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally 4get...

I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally not shed tears....

I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally learn to be stronger....

I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally learn how 2 cope with reality...

Every smile and every laugh from me is not 100%.... deep inside of me, i've never been happy...

Each day, I'll be thinking & wondering why it has to happen...why did it happen....and why i'm the victim....

I have great friends around me... i have a loving and awesome family... but i always doubt if it is truly enough....

Life was never the same again after you left... I regretted so much till these days... i wish i could return 2 the past...there's much left 2 b said...but i wasnt given a chance at all... i'm crying rite now...i know it's a shame dat a 21-yr-old man is still crying. but who will not if they lost their loved ones....

Grandpa... i just want u to know..dat i still love u...and am missing u every moment of my life... glad 2 have been a grandchild of someone as special as you... please forgive me for not even attending your funeral... if i'm given a chance 2 choose, i will still choose u as my grandpa in my next life...

If i'm...

If i'm intelligent, there's one person who is more intelligent than I am.. she's my MUM... she gave birth 2 me.. there's no doubt she's more intelligent than me... =)