sometimes i juz cant bliv dat i'm turning 21 soon...i'm aging wat on earth!!! when i saw my juniors talking bout stpm results...i started 2 realise dat oOOOmggg...they finished spm ady??? i guess mayb it's bcoz i never went form 6... & perhaps dats y i owez tot dat i juz finished spm not too long ago.....

time flies (like dey dun actually fly i think...they're ticking...rubbishy)~~~~~~& i'm actually getting OLDERRRR by each passing day T.T

What a tragedy...

It's too late to apologise & regret...

No one knows who is guilty or who is the culprit...

So, stop blaming each other!!

It's always been the case in our so called 'beloved' country dat ppl start 2 point fingers at each other when sth happened....

Even worse, some parties claimed dat "they knew it's a dangerous spot".."if i were in charge, dat wudnt hv happened"..."we've been warned about the danger b4"....Well, if dats the case y nth was done in the 1st place????? YYYYYYYYYYYY????? I guess humans juz love 2 TALK huh...dats all they do best when someone else died.

A & B....

A: Dear, will u marry me one day???

B: Errmm....i guess NOT!

A: But whyyyy?!?! We have been 2gether for 3 years! Don't U love me anymore??

B: Yea, i did & i still do my dear.. ermm, but why did u say dat??

A: U told me dat u wudnt marry me moments ago...TT

B: Yeaa...true...i wudnt marry U for onli ONE day my dear....

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errr...day-dreaming again...==

have u ever wondered life without worries....

living life like u dun have 2 study &....

never have 2 work...

with no boundaries & restrictions in life...

juz eat..eat..eat..., play...play...play..., shop...shop...shop...& sleep sleep sleep....

dat's how life shud be...==

the gud old days...

sitting at home...duno wat 2 do arrrr....== eat, sleep, fb, tv, sudoku...watever i'm doin, there's nth productive... boringnyaaa. then, i started 2 reminisce the gud old days of high school... then, i realised how i miss my secondary school. NOT bcoz of the homeworks, assignments & exams OK! it's the fun of having those friends around.

Still, i dun like 2 go to school everyday...it's boring...boring...boringggg. So, i guess i had an amazing record for being 1st class student & at the same time, being absent from school without apparent reasons for more days compared to those students from last class.== Out of 5 years i was in SMK Dato' Onn Butterworth, i didnt attend school for more than 100 days...easily would have exceeded that figure coz each year i was absent for more than 20 or 30 days except when i was in form1....well, form 1 have 2 behave la rite? lol.

Well, wat's the purpose of goin 2 school when ur not in the mood? wats the use of goin & then day-dreaming there?? even if i go, i will always find a reason 2 get out of class. i remembered once dat me & my frens went out for a meeting. along the way, we met our math teacher. he asked my frens 2 get back in the class but allowed me 2 go. well, wat 2 do..he knows i'm gud enuf 2 leave the classroom..well, i deserved it laaa.

yea, i know i'm lazy...but who cares. most importantly, i did go 2 school during exams. my teachers used 2 ask for letters for reasons of not going but i never seem 2 give them any...hahaha. And they never asked me the 2nd time.lol.

Another thing is dat i hate dat the school wanted us 2 cut the hair short.== i know i always escape punishment for having long hair. Even my frens (maybe i shudnt call them frens..lol) complained about my hair rite in front of our discipline teacher who taught us History. Guess wat she said...she said "eh, kamu tengoklah diri kamu tu siapa?? pei jin tu siapa pula..." well well well, i'm getting so proud of myself again.lololol.

yea yea, the gud old days had past...but now, i'm sure i'm having the better new days..no more UPSR, PMR, SPM, SAM...uni life is so much enjoyable...=___=

duno wat title laa...

yesterday, my sis told me dat her school gave out forms for those poor students where applicants wud be given monthly allowance. So, basically everyone can apply AS LONG AS u r POOR..!

Ironically, some RICH students filled up the forms. According to my sis, those students came to school with cars originated from Germany, dat means Mercedes Benz la wth! How pathetic is dat!! Walao, as if their pocket money is stil not enuf arrr??

Well, my sis didnt apply anyway.

Maybe my sis shud have acted this way:- (in canton+english) "arrgghhh...yam kong arrr!!!! ngo hou cham arrr!!!! ngo mou MONEY arrr!!! ngo hou tor yat mou sek fan jor arrr!!! ho lin har ngo arrr!!! tim kai chor mercedes keh yan ALSO CAN APPLY keh??!?!!

ok...the end!

I'm not sure wat i can do for her...

sigh sigh sigh....wat can i do, wat can i say, wat can i hope for her. how i wish i could help her. how useless i am as a friend. I have this friend who was deeply in love with a guy. Though i dun really know what happened between them, wat i know is dat they broke up.

Maybe u guys might think "well, broke up onli wat...normal laa...nowadays can see and hear anywhere...anytime". The reason y i dunno so much bout her relationship is dat i dare not ask her. I met her not too long ago and she looked fine 2 me but i know she hasn't let go just yet. She's been very upset and depressed since her bf left her.

I sympathize her for her tears but i'm angry wit her for her stubbornness. Recently, she posted sth on her blog about how she simply couldn't let go of the guy again. I wanted to scold her so much dat how stupid she is! if she was my sis, i wud have scolded her badly. There are so many more guys out there who can appreciate her love better than this guy. It's just a waste of time, energy and tears 2 continue thinking and crying for him. I believe love is just a trial while marriage is an exam. It doesn't matter dat much if u dun do well in ur trial !

At the same time, i felt dat probably i shudn't blamed her. I'm not her... so i wudnt understand wat she'd been thru. Maybe she had fallen too strong for this guy dat she's willing 2 surrender her heart 2 him. I'm not her...so i wudnt know the entire episode of her love life. I'm not her...so i dun know wat's running thru her head.

There's nth i can do other than reading her blog and hoping dat one day, she'll finally come out of her sadness and post sth dat tells me she has finally let go of him. Hopefully she'll realised dat she's still young and she has a really bright future ahead. Hopefully she'll stop wasting time and get on with her life. Hopefully one day she'll find a guy who truly knows how 2 treasure her.

A Day in Jusco Seberang Perai~~~~

Happy New Year!!! it's 2010 now..a brand new year which i hope will bring out the best of me regardless of what i do. This year, i'm gonna be 21 pretty soon. Not sure if that's sth 2 be proud of as i'm getting older..TT. Me & my family went out early in the morning..(not too early actually as it was already 9sth am) 2 have dim sum. Initially, we were supposed 2 visit grandma but she's not in at that moment. Hence, we headed to Jusco Seberang Perai to start our 1st new year shopping~~!!

This was yet another big shopping spree by us. There were lots of discounts and promotions especially for clothes. We shopped from 10 sth am till 4 sth pm!! That's quite long i guess. The 1st thing we bought was a 4-in-1 printer,copier,scanner,fax which costed $498.00. Guess who paid for it??? It's me!! coz mum didnt bring enuf cash while dad din bring out his credit card. So, i paid with MY credit card...LOL. anyway, dad will settle the bill...XDDD.

Next, we started buying clothes. Honestly, anyone who didnt go Jusco yesterday will regret!!! There were heaps of discounts from 20-50-70% omgggggg!!! arrrghhhhh!!!! must shop till drop!!!! Almost all shops got discounts such as Padini, PDI, Giordano, O'reef, Basic Store. So, we all bought shirts, jeans, trousers...bla bla bla. I'm the one who bought the most i guess.

PJ-->1 t-shirt, 1 long sleeve shirt, 1 hoodie & 3 pairs of jeans~~!!!!!
Mum-->2 pairs of jeans
Sis-->1 hoodie, 1 shirt, 1 dress
Bro-->2 shirts, 1 pair of jeans
Dad-->ONLY 1 shirt...TT (kelian de papa...wuwuwu)
GirlGirl(our dog)--> 1 pair of hair clip..lololol.

Even my little dog got its present! I tot my sis went in Maggie T shop 2 buy a pair of hair clips for herself...manatau she bought for our dog....=.=!!
There's a story bout my hoodie by the way. When i walked out wit the hoodie from the fitting room, some people saw it & they keep looking...*i tot i din zip my jeans.wth* and i kept looking at my jeans. Actually, they were admiring my hoodie laaa. Well well, i guess i'm a role model after all.wakakkaka...*dap dap* The shop should really hire me 2 wear and promo the hoodie for them la...sigh.

Huhu..how I wish i could buy more...TT every shirt i tried oso i like... How gud if the entire store is mine rite..TT. In the end, spent $500++ on clothings alone... $$$ just fly away so easily nowadays....TT.. Nvmlaa nvmlaa...if dun spend now, before CNY oso will spend one maaa..*console console*...I'm really looking forward to CNY but at the same time, the thing is i'll be going back Sydney really soon after CNY....TT