I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally 4get...
I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally not shed tears....
I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally learn to be stronger....
I wonder how long will it take b4 i can finally learn how 2 cope with reality...
Every smile and every laugh from me is not 100%.... deep inside of me, i've never been happy...
Each day, I'll be thinking & wondering why it has to happen...why did it happen....and why i'm the victim....
I have great friends around me... i have a loving and awesome family... but i always doubt if it is truly enough....
Life was never the same again after you left... I regretted so much till these days... i wish i could return 2 the past...there's much left 2 b said...but i wasnt given a chance at all... i'm crying rite now...i know it's a shame dat a 21-yr-old man is still crying. but who will not if they lost their loved ones....
Grandpa... i just want u to know..dat i still love u...and am missing u every moment of my life... glad 2 have been a grandchild of someone as special as you... please forgive me for not even attending your funeral... if i'm given a chance 2 choose, i will still choose u as my grandpa in my next life...
2 comments:
Are you okay?
Actually it's okay to cry. I know how it feels. Although I don't cry anymore, I still think about my grandma a lot.
But do not blame yourself for not being there. Your late grandpa will understand.
Ps: i used to cry in showers so that people will not hear. so feel free to cry in your shower.
it takes time. cheers up okay? anything can just come and find me or just give me a call la. I can crap with you, hopefully taking away your tears.
no worries...i'm alrite =) there'll b moments in our lives when we feel sad but we've got 2 move on. we'll never 4get them and we'll keep them in our memories as long as we live.
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