Tuesday, February 10, 2009

how am i supposed 2 feel ?!!!?!!!

look here, it's now 2 sth in the morning... i'm turning into an owl pretty soon, i'm hunting for food at diz moment. coz i'm hungry... dat's incorrect. it's simply coz i juz cant sleep. not even a single bit of tiredness nor sleepiness. wat am i supposed 2 do?? watch astro programmes?? nope, it's simply too boring especially weekdays coz there's no soccer. play games?? again NO, i've played em all. read books?? NEVER, i dun read novel & i only read newspaper(sports section only plz)

hrrm.. i was told dat i'll receive a call from JPA 2day regarding my departure to USYD.. were previously told bout our delay but confirmation will be made by 2day. let's juz hope there'll b some gud news. talking bout departure, my nerves juz seem unfazed & i dun even bother to move a muscle 2 pack. maybe it's juz bcoz i dunno when i'll depart juz yet. until then, all my overseas stuffs will remain motionless.

i've acquired almost everything i needed:- cargo & cabin luggage, clothes, toiletries, digital camera, credit card, stationeries, etc... i think i've spent a huge sum of cash here & there... hopefully, there's nothing more..

Am i feeling excited bout goin 2 USYD?? i juz cant xplain how it feels... of coz it's nice to stamp ur feet into the oldest Uni in Aust but on the other hand, it's always hardest to carry our feet & leave our HOME... it's such a mixed & unexplainable emotions. for the last 2 decades, i'm here beside mum, dad, sis, bro & all the relatives. now, i simply hv 2 face the reality of living in another continent way far & far away from all these people.

for these few days, surely this fact will pop up in my mind thousand times daily till the day i depart..

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